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so, i'm getting nervous the closer it gets to school starting. with no professors replying to my emails, i feel kind of stuck up a creek without a paddle. which means that i need to pound on some doors once i get back up in o-town. i'm going to try my damndest this next week to get something set up.
in other news, the tension on my sewing machine decided to fuck up today. i blame my bobbin-winding. thank god the serger is in tip-top condition. i'm hoping that i will wake up tomorrow and it will be fixed. elves and the shoemaker style.
i've got some big plans for this year. i've got to shoot high so i can get most of what i want out of myself. and that's how it goes. i need to work on keeping my room clean up in ohio. and maximizing the small amount of space i will have in my room.
i need a shower. and i need to relax. i'll test out the screen tomorrow. no time for that tonight.
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[28 Jul 2005|06:38pm] |
i just bought three pairs of dress shoes, two of which will be returned...by the beginning of next week. eat that reality television!!!
in later news: i've been rockin some old mixed cds. mainly bryce's "katie's finally legal b-day tunes" and darcy's "yeah you're part of it: songs in the key of roadtrip, yo". boy do i feel like a rising freshman again. except that no one's home in melbourne. but that's okay. i've got my shoes to comfort me.
in other areas: my brother taught me a lot about web design stuff last night. i think i'll begin to master adobe photoshop.
i'm looking forward to getting the hell outta this town asap. it makes me resent my life right now because plainly put, melbourne sucks. hell, i'm gonna go as far as saying that right now, florida sucks. and it's not because i don't have ac in my car, although that has a lot to do with it. being here is like walking backwards. but without the friends, the non-lame job, and the semi-interesting school work. but i'm going to make an effort to enjoy my remaining time here.
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[15 Jun 2005|06:57pm] |
i'm very pleased with my grades.
my mom told me that i look like a little french girl.
i'm fucking starving.
and i still need to write some thank you emails.
i miss spivak attack. a lot. but pictures of noah and me are hillarious.
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[12 Jun 2005|07:04pm] |
i've successfully butchered my hair. it never fails. i've now decided to confiscate any scissors or clippers within my reach.
been working on a dress. it's almost done, except that i need to take out the sides and take in the top. go figure. the organza makes me itch and so i'm taking out the lining and replacing it with other stuff.
back at work and i've got a slight cold. i need to continue to study for gres and read some of shakespeare before fall.
i'm horrible at keeping in touch with people. i have a list of people to call. and someone to write.
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[29 May 2005|04:21pm] |
i'm about to start looking at some fashion design schools. talked to althea's mom who works at cazenovia college about internships/apprenticeships. i also talked to aca who suggested i email the woman who teaches costume design on campus and see if i could work for her this next year. sounds like a good idea. if i didn't have 20 billion other things to do. my hair is getting too long. i think i'll buy some bobbie pins or however you spell them. out of control.
i'm exhausted and in the middle of trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life.
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[24 May 2005|11:43pm] |
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today has been a day. let me just say: roller skates and a trucker hat modified to look like a flip top + mint choc chip shake and these horrible clear platform heel thingies = ridiculous. and now it's time to get back to work.
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[22 May 2005|07:49am] |
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i officially shouldn't be awake right now. but i am. yeah, i'm about to shut down my computer for the summer. a crazy thought. but a good one. i need to get all my shit out today.
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[19 May 2005|09:01am] |
i woke up at 8am and have been typing sporadically. i'm really hoping that i can be done with shit tonight. i'm hoping that i'll be able to check out a laptop in order to work on stuff at the sco. i wish i didn't have to go to people's presentations today, even though i'm really interested. i just have so much shit. i think this paper can get done before i meet lizzie for lunch. my nose is stuffy. and so far i've fought this fucking thing that's been going around. it's a good thing for vitamins (aka fake speed).
yeah, i was hot last night. funny how everyone compliments me when i dress in drag. i guess i make a pretty hot boy. or a hot mod boy anyway. a thanks to lizzie for lending me her suit jacket. my boots gave me some nice blisters. lovely. i've got some pretty sore tootsies now. but it was worth it. kinda wish i had gotten a picture. noah said spivak attack should play in suit outfits next time. i hope there will be a next time. and i also don't think i could play in a tie. i'd most likely pass out. funny how dan showed up and for a minute we were twins. he said he was even going to wear his boots but then decided against it.
it's too cold with the fan on, but too hot when it's off. i know i'm complaining a lot. my stomach hurts from the pizza last night. i shouldn't have eaten it.
alright, back to work and maybe a nap. i shouldn't be up this early.
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[18 May 2005|12:38pm] |
two papers and packing left to go. i'm looking forward to packing. as i was telling mike, it's kinda like a puzzle.
oh man, and get this, the house i'm living in next year has a fucking cellar. aka basement, but dank and horroresque. i know what i'm doing as soon as i get back here. i'm so glad that i'm asking for a tool box for my birthday, because it definitely needs some fixing up. and some cleaning. there are cobwebs everywhere. and dead spiders. so yeah, carly if you want a creepy scene in any of your films, we've got the perfect place. all i can think of is xclubhousex. fo real. the ceiling is low, but it's got some atmosphere. they better clear the water out of there.
lizzie found some tulle for me at the clothing swap. totally hot.
i want to actually move in and have places for all my stuff and for my room to never be as cluttered as it is right now. and to actually have some awesome decorations. i'd like to get the window measurements so i can make some curtains. werrrrd. i'm such a nerd. but this is what makes me feel better.
i should nap soon, get up, write a lot and hopefully finish one of the two papers, and then staff drag night tonight. i have no idea how i'm dressing up yet. but hopefully it'll be hot.
hard to believe that i'll be out of here by this weekend and relocated to some shitty dorm. i hope i get a good roommate.
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[15 May 2005|11:38am] |
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rasputina and the distillers |
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you can tell it's exams when i post a lot. i had some weird dreams about old friends whom i no longer talk to. it was mainly my choice, and in this case it was a mix between two friends. i dreamed it was christmas and that this person got me like five things for christmas, and all i got this person was sourpunch straws. i was confused as to why we were talking, let alone exchanging presents. i also remember that the only cards that i could find to give to this person were valentine cards that had nothing pertininent to say about our friendship. it was truly bizarre.
i woke up wishing for christmas, and realizing it's almost june.
i wanna fucking dance around my room. missing people like it's my job. going to eat soon. hope that rachel gets my email about working on this project. i need to work on a paper and on hist studying. blargh.
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[14 May 2005|01:13pm] |
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i'm fucking hungry. just ate two quesadillas and am currently downing a 16oz bottle of frostop like it's my job. i hope that edmunds calls soon. if not, i'll just bring camera and recorder with me to my study session in mudd.
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[12 May 2005|01:06pm] |
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they had banana splits at stevenson!!! and now i feel sufficiently sick. it's nice and chilly today. i think it's time for a nap.
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[10 May 2005|03:35pm] |
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listening to the broadways, missing people like whoa. ohio weather is officially crazy. working on stuff for finals. finished my maria braun paper. scheming up an organization. wanting to go play. knowing that shit will be over with in a week or so. looking forward to ixobject. glad i'm friends with the people i talk to here. glad things happened on thursday night so that i now need no justification for not talking to lame people. not worth my time. looking forward to practice on thursday, and the few gigs we have left.
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[07 May 2005|01:16pm] |
alright, here are the promised show pictures. i messed some stuff up on photo bucket, so a lot of them are smaller than ideal. sorry about that.
( spivak attack )
thank rachel for taking pictures. i'm really glad that i have these. and i know what a pain in the butt it is to take pictures during a show. not that much fun. she's a trooper. i also have some digital camera footage that she captured. it's classic. because she took some during white wedding, but put the camera sideways, and so i'm sideways moshing a little.
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[03 May 2005|07:18pm] |
so we officially have a show on friday. i still need to get shit together and figure out what other bands are playing besides on and *spivak attack. noah is covering for jeff on drums. please if you are anywhere in the vicinity of the sco, come out for this. it will be fun. and you can laugh at us. you know it's better than the wobc party. show starts at 10pm. there should at least be some sweet music played on the system in between bands. and it's free.
we practiced today with the vocs up. i could actually hear myself. not bad at all. i thought i was worse. haha i might even fully memorize the lyrics. although as dooley puts it, it might be "adorable" if i bring the lyrics up with me. or just lame. you decide. kevin heard us upstairs and complimented the music. that made me pretty psyched. this is exciting.
i've written a solid two pages about the organization i should like to create. i'm going to go to cox tomorrow morning to see about figuring out this funding business. just about to begin my paper on the marriage of maria braun. this makes me feel so much better. oh, and we had our first interview for the tattoo project in bodylore. i should actually email people back and schedule some times.
so yeah, i'm going to write a little more, then call darcy, and work on some clothing shiiiiit.
*name subject to change
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[02 May 2005|12:02am] |
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i'm feeling a bit stressed, but i know i can get this done. we might have a show coming up. who knows. it's going to be a long day tomorrow. i've forgotten how awesome this shirt is. this is going to be a crazy month. i'll just look at practice as a break from work.
i'll be good if i can get a lot of this paper going tomorrow night. and if i actually make some phone calls tomorrow to fps and the like. there's nothing like trying to start up an organization. i think i need to just start it off by writing about my inspiration for it, something that i'll need to include for my feminist political theory class regardless.
i'm really looking forward to seeing i object! i hope that reslife won't be stupid, but i guess we'll figure that all out tomorrow.
and i also hope i get a scholar study. that would be pimp.
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[24 Apr 2005|01:48pm] |
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i object! in my head |
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i am so bored. well, not bored. tired. trying to finish up the paper for feminist political theory on exclusivity within the feminist movement, focusing on men and violence. i don't think i'll accomplish this before i take a nap. so yeah. and i don't think i'm leaving the dorm either, unless it's for dinner, but even that would suck. and i just cut up a pair of black dickies, thinking that it'd be warmish for the rest of the semester. you think i'd know by now. it never fails to snow.
i have two more papers to write for this semester. and then time for final papers and projects. haven't even thought about my final paper for fem political theory. that seems lame. hopefully i'll get my practicum paper out of the way this weekend. and then it's just the gender in modern euro paper. which i need to pick a book to read. and so i should talk to my teacher about that, because i really have no idea what i want to read. i just know that i want it to be fun, and easy to write about. and by fun i mean interesting. what the fuck. i hate bundling up for this weather.
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[20 Apr 2005|10:58am] |
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i'm getting things done. i need to figure out what i'm writing about for all of my papers. the only one i really know is for my gaws practicum. but i must write the feminist political paper by monday, and so that takes precedence.
the rain makes me sleepy. had some good dreams last night.
i'm taking school one hit at a time. i just need to get my shit together.
my throat's all dried out from the fan. and i don't want to move. but it's time to start my day. i hope it stays gray like this.
oh and classes that i'm signed up for:
Astronomy 100
Women's weight training and also women's cross training
Feminist Criticisms of Shakespeare (English seminar)
Visible Bodies and the Politics of Sexuality
Native American Identities in Comparative context
I will be dropping either the CAS or GAWS class if i am awarded honors. and i also need to think of interview questions. and talk to hasso about grad school. effin scary concept. inspirational email rules.
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[09 Apr 2005|04:55pm] |
in honor of drag ball, tamar and i created these. hopefully these will be sold tonight.
tamar came up with the name, which i must admit is ingenious. yay for procrastinating and hopefully making a little bit of cash.
yum.
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